In a few scant minutes I will head to M+G's to attend a new year's party. I will likely not stay until midnight, I would rather ring in the new year at home with my dog. This is no reflection on my friends, as they are very cool and I always have fun there. I will be kissing no one at midnight, there's only one person I want to kiss and he will be otherwise occupied.

Yes, I'm a total fool. I should really be over this by now but just when I think all is cool and I'm over it I miss him all over again. I guess it's the holidays.

Happy New Year in advance, I will post my year in review when the year is finally over.