I twittered many times about this so it may be old news but I wanted to offer an update.

In the middle-end of November I got a bill from my mortgage company. Once again they messed up my escrow so I owed them several hundred dollars. On top of that I had just paid vet, tuition (which had gone up), car insurance (which had not gone down as I had thought), and condo insurance. Basically, my coffers were very empty because I hadn't planned for this at all. I made a budget and it came up short. It was looking to be a crappy birthday and christmas season but, you know, whatever. I've got a home, I've got a job, life is all right.

I immediately went into belt tightening mode. I sold the first wave of things I didn't really need that would bring in some money. I cancelled a gym membership. My friends and family really came through and gave me financial gifts for my birthday that helped me greatly. I drained the last bit of my savings account. Even with all this it has still been a lean month.

I tried staying at home away from temptation but it didn't help my mood. I got out and made it to estate sales and thrift stores with a very strict budget. That helped but at the same time I was somewhat sadder--it really reminds you of your own mortality.

Once again I have to stress that I am very, very, very thankful to my friends. They are patient and kind and will be rewarded in the next life as well as in a month or so when I am more financially sound.

Now that the end of this month is near I am feeling better, like I can actually do things, go places. There are other luxuries I can do without, and if needed I will do just that.

I'm just glad to know that it can be done and I'm not the princess I thought I was.

Labels: drama, thanks